there is a loooooooooong update which i have typed, but it shall remain unpublished.

but i really think that there is no space for me to make suprises. All should be clearly stated eh. So that it will confirm happen. but nvmmmmmmmmmmm.

because i learnt, that at times like this, when i just keep quiet, kill my feelings and thoughts, everything will turn out fine.

Just like this morning, it seemed to turn out bad. On a sunday. on valentines day. on CNY.
i seemed to always miss out on those 'important' days eh.

& yesterday, i just kept quiet, and things seemed to be wonderful.

but whatever it is, today's done for, &
I shall drag myself through the whole day.
wish me luck. :/

now where is my darling that's gonna make me smile, and help me to sail through the day?