been a long time. haha. i really need someone to talk to. haha. just to spend time with, just to crap, just to make me smile.

i feel like shit right now. like seriously.

honestly, i never felt as if i was needed anywhere. everybody got their something else, and i, will only have company when anyone else needed one.

i never felt important. when i was captain for both schools, it felt great. it felt as if i was needed. then came the hooligans, who were really a great bunch of people to be with. and also climb.republic!

but now, everybody got their own cliques, and partners, and i felt like, i was nowhere. and i am no longer the captain too. i am on my own now.

i just want to feel wanted, to feel needed. i want to feel important, to something or better still, to that one special person. that is all i wanted to.

about u, i have nothing to say.
i just hope u will call me back.


i feel like shit, have always been. i need the wall.